Been awhile, but… Holy Grail revisited.

What if I met my Holy Grail? How would I know that it was her? When I’ve heard older couples tell the story of how they met, I’m usually told something to the effect of, “I knew the moment I laid eyes on her that she was The One.” What…
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Book report… Uh, not yet…

In my procrastination this weekend, I realized that I’ve been letting myself get distracted this semester. While I do enjoy the carnal pleasures of a woman, I will soon need to start looking for a long term partner rather than continueing to jump from one to another. My endevours this…
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Stolen from Court.

Copied from from Courtney’s LJ: http://www.seductiveshorts.com/#goods/quiz [Editor’s Note: site no longer exists and wayback machine indicates it used flash]
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A late prayer of thanks.

Goddess, It is these random times of uneasiness that I find myself most appreciative to be alive. Even though I despise drama and all of the frustration that it causes, it is in these times that I remind myself what the purpose of my life is. I feel my purpose…
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Quote of the Day

“Oh what a tangled web we weave, When first we practise to deceive!” Sir Walter Scott, Marmion, Canto vi. Stanza 17. Scottish author & novelist (1771 – 1832) I’m not trying to deceive anyone, but I do feel like i’m weaving this tangeled web with my life.
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Tell me about us…

1. Who are you? 2. Are we friends? 3. When and how did we meet? 4. Have you ever had a crush on me? 5. Do you still? 6.Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. 7. Describe me in one word. 8. What was your first impression?…
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Excerp from my [now very late] midterm…

Current Mood: 😴tiredCurrent Music: Breaking Benjamin – Diary of Jane
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Confessions

I finally admited to Dave exactly why I hate people. I hate people because I hate myself. But then, its not that I hate myself all of the time. I made the anology of the internet. There are many great things about the internet that I love, but then there…
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Another angry post

At first, I just could not believe that a casual fantasy had come true. Over and over i said to dave, “I just can’t believe this is happening.” Then within a week, I messed it up and it wasn’t happening. Now, there’s not even a fantasy. I will never think…
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Do I use you?

Lately I’ve been wondering if i’m using my friends. First, I must know what it means to use someone. Is using a situation where you take without giving anything back? Or does using include situations where you trade? By “trade” I mean something like “You give me a good conversation…
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