Dancing and Parties.

Its nights like tonight that remind me of the things I hate about myself. The social awkwardness, is the big thing. I just never know what to say, what to do. The only way to learn these skills are from the “School of Hard Knocks.” That means that you put…
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Technical Difficulties

Today at the Radio X Executive Staff meeting, i went into great detail about the way that our webstream works. I was wanting the e-staff to get a radio for the webstream server and I thought the only way to convince them would be to explain what the difficulties are…
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Chivalry? Maybe not…

I finally figured out why it is that men hold the door for women. It’s because we are checking out her ass! All this time I thought I was just being a nice guy, but today I noticed that I was checking her out as she walked through the door.…
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Superficial Pt. 2

So I was trying to think of what my “ideal woman” would look like. She’s brunette, in good shape (maybe not toned, but she’s got a flat stomach), probably around 5’5″, and she has a firm, healthy sized butt. Her face is an oval shape with soft features. Her skin…
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Paradime Shift

I think a big thing that i’ve been looking for in a woman has been the superficial look. My rationale has always been that an emotionally healthy woman will look fit and healthy on the outside. While this may be true, this thinking has led me to women who try…
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Soreness

I’m uber sore today. Yesterday, we got a few of the cd players back from the shop. I attempted to put them into the rack. The rack is just really shitty. All of the screwholes are striped and all of my rack screws are stripped. This makes for a very…
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My Holy Grail

Dave mentioned the other day that this idea that I refered to in an earlier post was my “Holy Grail”. “You’ll spend your entire life searching for it; this artifact that no one has seen and without any clues to find it.” He added that if I ever settled, it…
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Obsession Much?

I was given an idea about 5 years ago that’s really stuck with me. I’m starting to feel like this idea is consuming my every waking moment. Now I ask myself, do I really need to keep this around? I’m a firm believer that one cannot change their destiny, so…
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I just stood for a few minutes and watched the seagulls march around a field of grass. I think seagulls enjoy the morning sunshine more than any other animal. Sortof reminds me of the Gameboy game Link’s Awakening. At the end, Marin is turned into a seagull so she can…
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So I think, as crazy as this sounds, that I may be learning something about interacting with women, being a good friend, and just enjoying each individual moment in time. Tonight was the second massage within the week that i’ve given and I really enjoy doing it. I”m glad that…
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