Young Adult Angst

I have the distinct impression that i’m going to end up with someone simply because they can deal with me. I’m sure the number of women who can communicate with me and find some way to live a happy life with me are slim-to-nill. Sorry guys, just another, “Fuck me;…
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Describe the early morning…

Since i didn’t sleep at all sunday night, on Monday morning I went out to the lakeshore to watch the sunrise. Here’s how I described the morning near the lake: “There’s a battle above me for dominance of the sky. A lavender sheet holds the moon on one side, while…
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Fuck me; shit.

The one time i try to be like “David DeAngelo” and I fuck up something important to me. I guess I just didn’t realize what the fuck was going on between us. Maybe a class in Interpersonal Communication will be good for me. Divine knows that I need to learn…
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furthermore

Plus, just now i had like the third occurance of deja vu in two days. wtf is going on around me?
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The battle for Marc

I’m having this constant internal struggle. The calm, collected, and secure Marc versus the ever emotional, needy, shy and scared Marc. I thought i had this conflict worked out and that these two aspects were working together. I’ve noticed this tug of war again, though. WTF, stop messing with me…
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tarot?

So I just gave myself a tarot reading in one minute. I was shuffling my deck and just directly asked them for their help in figuring out this situation… Two cards jumped out of the deck. Page of cups and Tempereance. The book that accompanies the cards says that the…
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AV WEEK PROCLAMATION

This week was apparently A/V Week. Here’s the proclamation: The audiovisual industry is improving people’s lives through lifesaving technology; and AV equipment and services are used to protect our nation’s security through command and control facilities; and …millions of students on the K-12 level and in the collegiate setting are…
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Letter to a friend starting college…

I love staying busy. I get stressed out at times, but I usually find time to relax (work hard, play hard, right?). College has been absolutely phenomenal! I’ve matured a lot. I’m surprised when I think back to who I was in High School and compare to who I am…
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Deja Vu

Current Mood: 🤔contemplativeCurrent Music: Radio X
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Not being Star Trek’ly…

ST: The Next Generation was on the other day. About half way through this particular episode, one of the colonists says to Wesley Crusher, “Here, we believe that all things are sacred. The plants, the ground, the buildings, even you. To disrespect yourself [or another] is to desecrate something that…
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