Category: Friends & Family
Been awhile, but… Holy Grail revisited.
What if I met my Holy Grail? How would I know that it was her? When I’ve heard older couples tell the story of how they met, I’m usually told something to the effect of, “I knew the moment I laid eyes on her that she was The One.” What…
Tell me about us…
1. Who are you? 2. Are we friends? 3. When and how did we meet? 4. Have you ever had a crush on me? 5. Do you still? 6.Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. 7. Describe me in one word. 8. What was your first impression?…
Excerp from my [now very late] midterm…
Current Mood: 😴tiredCurrent Music: Breaking Benjamin – Diary of Jane
Confessions
I finally admited to Dave exactly why I hate people. I hate people because I hate myself. But then, its not that I hate myself all of the time. I made the anology of the internet. There are many great things about the internet that I love, but then there…
Another angry post
At first, I just could not believe that a casual fantasy had come true. Over and over i said to dave, “I just can’t believe this is happening.” Then within a week, I messed it up and it wasn’t happening. Now, there’s not even a fantasy. I will never think…
Do I use you?
Lately I’ve been wondering if i’m using my friends. First, I must know what it means to use someone. Is using a situation where you take without giving anything back? Or does using include situations where you trade? By “trade” I mean something like “You give me a good conversation…
Young Adult Angst
I have the distinct impression that i’m going to end up with someone simply because they can deal with me. I’m sure the number of women who can communicate with me and find some way to live a happy life with me are slim-to-nill. Sorry guys, just another, “Fuck me;…
tarot?
So I just gave myself a tarot reading in one minute. I was shuffling my deck and just directly asked them for their help in figuring out this situation… Two cards jumped out of the deck. Page of cups and Tempereance. The book that accompanies the cards says that the…
Letter to a friend starting college…
I love staying busy. I get stressed out at times, but I usually find time to relax (work hard, play hard, right?). College has been absolutely phenomenal! I’ve matured a lot. I’m surprised when I think back to who I was in High School and compare to who I am…