2012 was tough and I just want to move forward. Here’s the cliff notes:
I went back to school… quit at that.
Had a girlfriend who was mathematically matched to 90%… quit that.
Got a job doing something that I mostly enjoyed… quit that.
Really solidified what I want to do with my life… working on that.
Single again to start the new year… am not feeling great about that, but will manage.
Started a new job that should be amazing… am not feeling great about that either.
Starting to think it’s just me. People keep telling me I’m an amazing guy, but I just can’t figure out what they’re seeing; all I can see is a sore quitter.
I think your just, confused about life in general. Your not a quitter. You are a sweet guy who looks at nothing but math facts and scientific theories instead of just taking it day by day. You live to much on knowledge instead of what is really in your heart. If you would just take a leap, and see whats in front of you instead of walking away from what could be the best years of your life…You need to pull out of this depression your in… and start a new leaf of leaping on chances and adventure instead of staying in your safe basics of what you call life. Your gonna trap your happiness and continue to drink wonder why you didn’t take a chance on adventure and the unknown. Stop being to nit picky.. you might find that what is in front of you, is amazing and you shouldn’t let it slip through your fingers. Cause one day your gonna wish you didn’t, and its gonna be gone. Hope this helps.
Life is an adventure! You’re supposed to have lots of experiences, a lot of which you may not feel 100% about, but that’s how ya learn. I think you’re just restless because you are so routine focused. Shakin things up might be a good thing….and you might like it 😉