My job is awesome; my co-workers and manager are friend and awesome; its a great atmosphere. I’m just not the type of person who can do this work as well as it should be done. I’m going to get my stuff together and see if I cant get a job with a small production company.

I think we should open our own man. Do our own podcasts for experience and resume. Freelance stuff. But I’d like to do the same myself. I just need more experience. Once I get more of this debt paid or something I’m gonna buy an Apple then Final Cut somehow. I got an idea for something I’d love to do if you’d wanna help with production.
Definitely. I’m going to start calling around to some smaller video production places and see if I cant do some part time work. I need WAY more experience before I feel comfortable starting my own place.
In the future, you will come to clearly know this as “burnout” and it’s way more common than anyone ever let on.