I’m having this constant internal struggle. The calm, collected, and secure Marc versus the ever emotional, needy, shy and scared Marc.
I thought i had this conflict worked out and that these two aspects were working together. I’ve noticed this tug of war again, though. WTF, stop messing with me and just work together!
me too
last year i got the whole Val centered and super
then life happened
then i was getting back on track
now life has attacked me, from four diff directions at once
it must die.
stab it stab it
or or, can i have someone to make all my decisions and do everything for me?
🙁