{"id":8,"date":"2005-04-21T23:40:00","date_gmt":"2005-04-21T23:40:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/192.168.1.142:8080\/2005\/04\/21\/i-cant-believe-what-i-just-did\/"},"modified":"2022-09-14T15:54:55","modified_gmt":"2022-09-14T19:54:55","slug":"i-cant-believe-what-i-just-did","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/home.woodchuckhunters.com\/blog\/2005\/04\/21\/i-cant-believe-what-i-just-did\/","title":{"rendered":"I can&#8217;t believe what i just did&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I just did something i&#8217;m not so sure about anymore.  I broke up with kelly.  During the conversation, she made a comment about how fast i go through girlfriends.  I wanted to tell her that she was different.  I didn&#8217;t say this because i knew she wouldn&#8217;t believe me.  She has every reason not to believe, but Kelly IS DIFFERENT.  I know this becuase i just fell out of my chair and spent the last hour in a ball on the floor crying my eyes out.  I have never felt this much pain for another person.<br \/>\nKelly!  I love you!  Breaking up with you is the hardest, most painful ordeal i&#8217;ve ever been through.  <\/p>\n<p>And if kelly is to ever read this&#8230;<br \/>\nI care about you.  I care about you so much that even now, all i want to do is to find some way to help you feel better.  I&#8217;m so sorry that it hurts.  I believe, though, that another year of me rejecting your advances would feel much worse.<\/p>\n<p>I suppose now, though, i can only hope that my stupidity was worth it, somehow, someway.  <\/p>\n<p>I pray to Devine that this pain brings me closer to the growth and maturity that i so desperately need.<\/p>\n<div class='lj-moods-meta'><b>Current Mood:<\/b> \ud83d\ude41crushed<br\/><\/div>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I just did something i&#8217;m not so sure about anymore. I broke up with kelly. During the conversation, she made a comment about how fast i go through girlfriends. I wanted to tell her that she was different. I didn&#8217;t say this because i knew she wouldn&#8217;t believe me. She has every reason not to [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-8","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/home.woodchuckhunters.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/home.woodchuckhunters.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/home.woodchuckhunters.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/home.woodchuckhunters.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/home.woodchuckhunters.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=8"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/home.woodchuckhunters.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":810,"href":"https:\/\/home.woodchuckhunters.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8\/revisions\/810"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/home.woodchuckhunters.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=8"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/home.woodchuckhunters.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=8"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/home.woodchuckhunters.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=8"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}