{"id":74,"date":"2005-12-19T01:01:00","date_gmt":"2005-12-19T01:01:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/192.168.1.142:8080\/2005\/12\/19\/lot-has-happened\/"},"modified":"2022-09-14T15:54:54","modified_gmt":"2022-09-14T19:54:54","slug":"lot-has-happened","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/home.woodchuckhunters.com\/blog\/2005\/12\/19\/lot-has-happened\/","title":{"rendered":"&#8216; Lot has happened."},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Courtney just posted on her lj, which is what&#8217;s got me posting on my own lj tonight.  <a href=\"http:\/\/www.livejournal.com\/users\/fairy_court\/111054.html\"> Courtney&#8217;s post<\/a>.<\/p>\n<p>We had an awful snowstorm coming home.  It was one of those where it&#8217;s snow in the air and slush on the ground.  We were seriously driving on the highways with like 4 or 5 inches of slush. (I hate slush.)  We seriously considered stopping for the night but she said, &#8220;I just want to be home, Marc.&#8221;  *sigh* I can&#8217;t deny her.  Court&#8217;s post says it took 10.5 hours.  What it doesn&#8217;t say is that for the last three hours i was so frightened and brain-dead that i was swearing and saying over and over how bad the windshield wipers and headlights were.  Finally she&#8217;d had enough of it and gave me a verbal slap in the face.  &#8220;MARC.  There&#8217;s nothing we can do about it now so just stop complaining!&#8221;<br \/>\nIt was that moment when I realized what I was doing.  Whenever I get into any heavy emotion, I push it off on other people&#8230; for better or worse.  This time I was getting all freaked out.  Instead of sucking it up and driving, I was just breaking down.  All this was doing was scaring her.<\/p>\n<p><b>I want to make you feel relatively safe, Courtney, even when we&#8217;re not.  I love you, and I&#8217;m sorry I was being an idiot.<\/b><\/p>\n<p><!--more Dirty Laundry Beyond... be warned...--><\/p>\n<p>As for today&#8230;  it was awesome!  Court and I were making dirty laundry in the s-10.  It made me realize how valuable tilt steering and a bench seat can be.  *giggady giggady*  I thought it would be really awkward, but it turned out to be really easy and we found a position that she loved.<\/p>\n<p>I am totally in love with you Court.  When we have problems or frustrations, I want to work through it and stay together.  I&#8217;ve been trying to plan things for way to long.  I need to just look around me and &#8220;go with it.&#8221;<\/p>\n<div class='lj-moods-meta'><b>Current Mood:<\/b> \ud83d\ude41cold<br\/><\/div>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Courtney just posted on her lj, which is what&#8217;s got me posting on my own lj tonight. Courtney&#8217;s post. We had an awful snowstorm coming home. It was one of those where it&#8217;s snow in the air and slush on the ground. We were seriously driving on the highways with like 4 or 5 inches [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-74","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/home.woodchuckhunters.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/74","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/home.woodchuckhunters.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/home.woodchuckhunters.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/home.woodchuckhunters.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/home.woodchuckhunters.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=74"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/home.woodchuckhunters.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/74\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":744,"href":"https:\/\/home.woodchuckhunters.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/74\/revisions\/744"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/home.woodchuckhunters.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=74"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/home.woodchuckhunters.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=74"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/home.woodchuckhunters.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=74"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}