{"id":178,"date":"2006-12-31T06:51:00","date_gmt":"2006-12-31T06:51:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/192.168.1.142:8080\/2006\/12\/31\/answer-why-do-i-continue-searching-for-my-holy-grail\/"},"modified":"2023-02-17T08:03:21","modified_gmt":"2023-02-17T13:03:21","slug":"answer-why-do-i-continue-searching-for-my-holy-grail","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/home.woodchuckhunters.com\/blog\/2006\/12\/31\/answer-why-do-i-continue-searching-for-my-holy-grail\/","title":{"rendered":"Answer:  Why do I continue searching for My Holy Grail?"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>As long as I&#8217;m fixated on this supposed red haired beauty, then every breakup I&#8217;ve been through has been the correct decision to make.  I have a definiative goal, some specific person that I&#8217;m looking for where I can be selective and say &#8220;you fit, and you dont&#8221;.  If my reality is actually to end up with a tiny blond girl or something, then maybe I&#8217;ve already passed the opportunity to meet her.<\/p>\n<p>Was Stacy actually my Holy Grail?  Was Katie?  Cathy?  Kelly?  If I&#8217;ve already passed my opportunity, then life is lost and there&#8217;s no way to go back and fix it.<\/p>\n<p>I like having direct and obvious signs in my life and there are NONE when finding your lifetime mate.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;ll try to keep an open mind about future relationships, but I stay up late at night wondering if I didn&#8217;t give previous relationships enough of a chance.  I&#8217;ve since learned about riding a relationship to a close.  I can honestly say that my breakup with Courtney was the only breakup where I feel it was the absolute best choice we could have made.<\/p>\n<p>I guess, I&#8217;d rather think that Goddess has given me a hint and that there&#8217;s something specific that I can look for.  So when that time comes I&#8217;ll see someone and KNOW that she&#8217;s the person I need to work for.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>As long as I&#8217;m fixated on this supposed red haired beauty, then every breakup I&#8217;ve been through has been the correct decision to make. I have a definiative goal, some specific person that I&#8217;m looking for where I can be selective and say &#8220;you fit, and you dont&#8221;. If my reality is actually to end [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[15,18],"tags":[3],"class_list":["post-178","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-friends-family","category-moods","tag-the-grail"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/home.woodchuckhunters.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/178","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/home.woodchuckhunters.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/home.woodchuckhunters.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/home.woodchuckhunters.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/home.woodchuckhunters.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=178"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/home.woodchuckhunters.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/178\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1176,"href":"https:\/\/home.woodchuckhunters.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/178\/revisions\/1176"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/home.woodchuckhunters.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=178"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/home.woodchuckhunters.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=178"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/home.woodchuckhunters.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=178"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}