{"id":165,"date":"2006-11-26T21:19:00","date_gmt":"2006-11-26T21:19:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/192.168.1.142:8080\/2006\/11\/26\/confessions\/"},"modified":"2023-05-10T21:15:33","modified_gmt":"2023-05-11T01:15:33","slug":"confessions","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/home.woodchuckhunters.com\/blog\/2006\/11\/26\/confessions\/","title":{"rendered":"Confessions"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I finally admited to Dave exactly why I hate people.  I hate people because I hate myself.  But then, its not that I hate myself all of the time.  I made the anology of the internet.  There are many great things about the internet that I love, but then there are many times I just wish the internet would not exist.  There&#8217;s a lot of good and a lot of bad.  Probably split about 60\/40.  I&#8217;ve gotta take the good with the bad, I suppose, it just frustrates me to the point that I say my ever popular catchphrase, &#8220;I just hate people.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>In general, though, I think I&#8217;m getting more and more disconnected from my feelings.  On reflecting about the crap that happened a few weeks ago, I realized that I wasn&#8217;t as appologetic as I should have been.  I really enjoy the confidence that this new, developing persona brings to my life, but I&#8217;m starting to become concerned that its turning me into a sort of brute.  If I dont develop an &#8217;emotional leash&#8217; for this part of me then I highly suspect that it will destroy my friendships.  I&#8217;ll end up with the same emotional connection to people that James Bond has (just a very superficial emotionless relationship).<\/p>\n<p>Just things that I&#8217;m currently pondering.<\/p>\n<div class='lj-moods-meta'><b>Current Mood:<\/b> busy<br\/><b>Current Music:<\/b> Animals &#8211; Nickelback<br\/><\/div>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I finally admited to Dave exactly why I hate people. I hate people because I hate myself. But then, its not that I hate myself all of the time. I made the anology of the internet. There are many great things about the internet that I love, but then there are many times I just [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[15,18],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-165","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-friends-family","category-moods"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/home.woodchuckhunters.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/165","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/home.woodchuckhunters.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/home.woodchuckhunters.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/home.woodchuckhunters.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/home.woodchuckhunters.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=165"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/home.woodchuckhunters.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/165\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":653,"href":"https:\/\/home.woodchuckhunters.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/165\/revisions\/653"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/home.woodchuckhunters.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=165"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/home.woodchuckhunters.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=165"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/home.woodchuckhunters.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=165"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}