I think i said that i was applying for a position as a Resident Advisor.
I got a letter wednesday that said that I was no longer continueing in the application process. I didn’t care abotu the job, but I still feel dissapointed. Mainly becuase i feel taht my failing was while presenting my group’s list of stuff (i can’t remmeber what the list was).
Even though I know exactly how to act and what to say and how to say it (taken a speech class and given presentations before), but I still get in front of people and start to shake and studder. Then my brain stops responding altogether, I go braindead, and the keyword that i need to express suddenly has no meaning.
*sigh* Of all the things there are pills for, i wish there was a pill to get rid of “Skatter-brain-ditis” (the act of contantly missing details).
Its getting to the point where I dont think i can do anything on the first try. 🙁