Kelly,
I know you will probably never read this, but i dont think you’ll ever talk to me again so this is my only outlet to you.
I said through our entire relationship that first and foremost we were best friends. I still hold that to be true. We have been best friends this whole time, and even though i’m not attracted to you anymore i still deeply care about you.
I think that one of a guy’s many responsibilities to his girlfriend is to bring her much happiness and joy. I tried many many times to do this, but i never felt i quite got it right. Everytime i looked at you i just felt like a failure as a boyfriend.
I still feel bad about what i did to you, but i still think it was better for both us then living in an empty or one-way relationship.
Marc